More bug pictures! I think this is going to turn into a photography blog for the duration of the summer. Other topics may be addressed, but mostly there will be bugs.

. . . and I need a hand-held light thingie - like you can get to attach to an SLR? Except I have a point-and-shoot, which has no means to attach thingies. So, hand-held. And no, a flashlight would not work as well . . well, it could, if it were a particularly nice flashlight . . but generally speaking, flashlights produce concentric rings of yellow light. Not particularly conducive to the taking of well-lit pictures of nocturnal bugs. I'm just using the built-in flash at the moment, but even in "soft flash" mode it's really a little bright.

So, pictures, some daytime (mostly from the nature center), some nighttime (mostly from my yard). I did hang around the nature center for maybe half an hour after dark once last year . . . technically a no-no . . but it made me a little nervous to be someplace I was not supposed to be, alone, after dark. Even in the name of art and all that.

(This picture came out highly cool, but I can't take complete credit for it, because the bug's upper left wing is broken. You can sorta see that if you look closely - that's why it was holding still and posing so well. Poor bug. If you're looking closely enough in general, you see more "imperfect" critters than you might expect - this guy was still clearly trying to figure out what to do with three wings, but you see critters short an appendage getting around fine. See below re: bug with malformed foot. There's something sorta sobering and yet hopeful about the idea that it's not just us whose lives sometimes suck, and yet have to carry on - the whole world is struggling just like that. And from what I can see, a bigger percentage than you'd think do okay.)

This little dude (or dudette, as the case may be - I'm not sure) wins the award for sheer awesome. I mean - striped antennae. There's no way you can go wrong with striped antennae. I really must find out what the heck he-or-she is.

Look too long into the abyss . . .
(I suddenly want to make LOL - bugs. "Existentialist bug . . looks into abyss.")

This little guy (or gal) had a malformed right rear-most foot. See how it looks like all curly? It shouldn't; it should look like the left one. But, I didn't even realize this until I uploaded the pictures, because a.) bug was tiny, and b.) bug was moving completely normally. Used it just like the other foot. I find that sorta cool. Yay, little adversity-overcoming bug!

. . these are still all un-cropped. That policy may not last much longer, as some of them would really benefit from cropping.

I told you that you should be frightened about this video thing, didn't I? Well, here you go . . video, taken last fall, of the spider by my garage. (This entry is NOT ARACHNOPHOBIC FRIENDLY.)

I'd read that spiders groomed themselves like little bitty many-legged cats, but had never actually seen this. Well, this particular spider, who I'd been trying to photograph all summer without much success (it built its web in front of the overhead light at the corner of the garage, which was awesome to look at but a bit much for my camera to handle), apparently got so accustomed to my harassing it that it felt comfortable letting me watch it clean up. And I had my camera. Sometimes life is cool like that.

This was . . either the very last or second-to-last time I ever saw this spider; I suspect it left this world shortly thereafter, hopefully having left an egg sac somewhere . . not that the world is particularly lacking in this species of spider, I see tons of them around, but I grew fond of it over the course of the summer and I'd like to think it got to have a meaningful little spidey life and pass on its genetic code and all. (Also, I am presently doing that starving-artist thing and living with family, my younger sister hates spiders, and my dad would probably have killed the spider if my sister happened to see it and freak. I'm unsure of the odds of him telling me about it if that occurred, as I'd mentioned being fond of the spider, and he'd told me not to tell him where it was if that was the case, etc., etc. . . hopefully he didn't kill it. Hopefully it just died of naturally causes on account of it being fall.)

Anyway, funny story, to do with baby-making spiders . . sometime around August I was outside in the evening trying to photograph this spider, when I see a smaller spidey of the same species trying to climb into its web. Now, I know that spiders will be cannibals given the opportunity and I'm a bleeding-heart sucker for creatures trying to win Darwin awards, so of course, I shoo the smaller spider away.

Few nights later, it's back. I shoo it away again, noticing as I do so that "my" spider is behaving very oddly for a creature whose web is being invaded - it's not pouncing. Huh, I think.

I'm unsure how many times this repeats - two or three at least, I think - before a little light bulb goes on over my head.

. . . males are smaller than females.

And suddenly the smaller spider's persistence, "my" spider's lack of aggressiveness, etc., made a great deal more sense. So I let them be, poor things - I'd been repeatedly ruining their romantic evening. (Of course, she may very well have eaten him afterwards, I'm unsure if this particular sort of spider does that - I know some of them do - but oh well, he was clearly willing.)

So now that I've rambled at length about the life and times of the following spider . . . I present the spider, grooming itself like a little cat:




(Sorry about the few seconds of blank blackness; the garage light went out. It's on a motion sensor; apparently moving spiders are not enough to keep it on, and I need to learn to wave my other arm around while keeping a video camera steady if I want to rely on said light.)

I just figured out that I can put videos on here. Be afraid. Be very afraid.

. . but for now, something benign (unless you're prone to motion sickness; if so, sorry!); a walking tour of the gardens at Churchville Nature Center, a place I go often to take pictures of bugs . It's gorgeous there. Here's their website: Churchville Nature Center. They don't seem to have a make-a-donation link, which they should. Hrmm. Should mention that to somebody.

It's the time of year when I stalk weird multi-legged things through spiny underbrush; this makes me very happy. It was a good day for bugs, today; this one in particular (who I must identify, but I'm housesitting for the best friend as I post this, and thus all my insect identification books are across town) was a very cooperative model.

Here's Unidentified Cute Bug as of . . yesterday? Or possibly the day before - my thistles are full of these things and I've been photographing them lots. I don't remember exactly when this was taken, but I'm pretty sure it's the same bug - was found on the same plant, and these critters appear to be homebodies, so far as I've observed. It almost makes me feel bad for pulling up the thistles; at least, I'm leaving the thistles growing up out of the compost heap, which is where I found this guy. I'm afraid the bugs who took up residence in the thistles growing out of the veggie garden and the flower gardens are out of luck. But anyway, bug:

. . . and this is what bug did this afternoon! It graduated! It needs a little hat to throw.









. . and here are some more random bug pictures. These are all totally un-edited and even un-cropped, just for the heck of it, because I think I rely too much on cropping and I'm trying to get better at just taking a well-composed picture from the start. This is somewhat challenging with a point-and-shoot auto-focus camera, as it wants to focus on what's in the middle, and generally speaking, sticking your subject smack dab in the middle of your picture is not good composition. But, you can focus before you take the shot and then move the camera, keeping the shutter button semi-depressed, and it holds its focus - which leaves it up to you to make sure you stay within the range of focus and don't back up or move forward slightly. Which sounds easy, until you factor in that when you're taking pictures of things less than a centimeter long, in macro mode, using the digital zoom, the actual slice of space that's in-focus narrows to like, maybe a millimeter. So, yay for a challenge.
More bugs:

(That is my finger, and the bug perched on it is a refugee from an uprooted thistle. Poor homeless bug. Oh well, there's still plenty of prime real estate for it to choose from - the thistles are taking over the world, seriously. And it's a younger version of the same species as the Graduating Bug above.)

Yet More Bugs:

In rather less cheerful news, my guinea pig Calliope died two nights ago. She and Oliver, the cat, were buddies. The cat, who has had no prior experience of the fact that things die (besides bugs that he catches, and he's rather perplexed when they stop moving, too - unless he eats them, anyway), is freaked. Not as freaked as the other guinea pig, though, Lyra.

Lyra is a profoundly antisocial creature, and has been, I suspect, from embryo-hood. At least, I never remember her being friendly, cuddly, or in general pleased to be interacting with other creatures - except Calliope.

She's presently refusing to leave her little igloo house. I've hauled the igloo up next to the food dish and thus averted her starving herself, but I feel bad. I'm not getting another guinea pig - aside from the astronomically poor odds that they'd actually get along (see above re: maladjusted antisocial cavy), I think I just need a break from small creatures. I gave up pet rats a few years back, in favor of theoretically-longer-lived guinea pigs. Of course, Calliope just died at roughly 3 years of age, i.e. a typical lifespan for a domesticated rat. Oh well. I'm apparently not meant to have a non-morbid existence, but I'm going to attempt it - so no more rodents for a while. At least until I'm in a better place financially and can better afford things like CT scans for guinea pigs with undiagnosable chronic illnesses (Calliope did not in fact have a CT scan - it was just not within the realm of feasibility - but she did have x-rays, that showed nothing of use.)

Anyway, the perfect and ideal solution to this situation would be for Oliver and Lyra to decide they like each other. Given Lyra's only interaction with Oliver ever has been to a.) run away, or b.) try to bite him, and Oliver once slashed her poor little nose in response to option b., I'm not really holding my breath for this to occur.

*waves*

So, it's official - I have a blog under my real name. I'll be posting here about writing, photography, art, and possibly my psychotic cat.